My World, My Thoughts

As a very random person, I always think with my feelings when its regarding non work stuff. Each and everything is in spur of moment… but usually I don’t show it out. So most ppl thought I’m cool with my thoughts.

Even things like falling in love or liking a person is by emotions. So I most probably like a person not becoz of that person but its that moment or the feeling. I usually associate that person to an angel possessed in a human form. At times she will appear in that person at times she won’t.

Currently I felt Ms Angel had left her. Becoz she no longer have the feelings I once felt. Her character differs from the past.

Now its time to let go of her in my mind. Knowing she is not the one anymore. Learning how to live alone. Learning whats to be alone and yet not lonely. Learning that the connections I wanted is an illusion… something that ease the emptiness. 我想我會習慣一個人生活。

If one day, Ms Angel would appear as herself, maybe that would be the day I would open myself.

如何讓我再次遇見妳，我會再等妳7年。